Recently (about a week ago) I had a wretched day. Although I had things to do I just could not motivate myself to do anything. I must have spent most of the day thinking about doing things and not doing anything. I think the most I did was some washing and took some plastics for recycling. The sheer lack of drive, momentum and enthusiasm was pretty overwhelming.
As a result of this I felt wretched for wasting the day. I came to the conclusion that boredom is now a demon, closely related to laziness perhaps, and as such needs to be overcome and put in its place. In response to that I felt that after certain events that occurred recently I have little to do, so I started to think about what I used to do in the past that I enjoyed. Here are some of those things:
Play computer games (Spectrum, Commodore 64, Amiga, PC)
I remember after my brother left home I retreated upstairs and started playing computer games, first on the ZX Spectrum and then C64, and Amiga as I grew older. I call these the golden days of gaming, when it was all about the game, not graphics (although as machines grew more powerful better graphics, music, sound and colour were beneficial
). I remember going up ‘anley duck to the small arcade where Fantasy World (now Forbidden Planet) used to be, and next door was a games shop. On Saturday it was a regular haunt for gamers to go and play on the arcade games. R-Type, Robocop, Final Fight, Shadow Warriors…awesome. I also remember nearly being knifed down Hope Street inside Castle Computers by a group of youth’s after my wallet
Not nice. There are plenty more memories, far too many to list here but for sure playing computer games made me happy.
Paint models of spaceships (Star Wars, Star Trek etc)
Our family has always painted models of some sort, particularly my brother and myself. The first decent model I had and painted was the APC from the film Aliens. It was a Christmas present from my Dad, and my brother showed me some of the basics of painting (he had more experience than me). And so began an epic journey collecting models of ships from science fiction as they were released. I think by the time I stopped painting I had collected nearly every single spaceship on TV or film that you could buy, with the exception of one or two. It was very much like meditation to me, painting and detailing.
Draw (Sci-Fi related)
My friends were better at this than me, although I did enjoy art at school when we did it I suspect that if I had carried on with it I would have been very good. I remember when we used to use early PC software to draw on computers. I took technical drawing as my options and did well at advanced levels, but then for some odd reason went into computing :S Although I did enjoy drawing at the time, it’s not something I have done for a long time.
Read science fiction (mostly Star Wars novels)
I read all the time, but a lot of it is computer/job related so not actually recreational. But there was a time, one summer, where I did nothing but read science fiction novels, mostly Star Wars related. I enjoyed that. I have since moved onto the Warhammer 40000 Horus Heresy novels lately, Star Wars was getting dull. But yes, reading I enjoy a lot.
Paint Warhammer 40000 figures
My friend and I were the first customers in the Games Workshop store up ‘anley duck when it opened. I remember buying a Terminator Squad from Fantasy World as my first set, not really knowing what they were or what they did or what game they played in, but somehow I was intrigued by them. For something that cost so much (they were made of solid lead back then), were very small, had no moving parts etc I wasn’t disappointed. Odd really. I think with that it was/is definitely more to do with your imagination than the physical items, and this could be very powerful. I was only ever into Warhammer 40K, fantasy is OK, but I much prefer sci-fi. I collected Space Marines at first then moved to Chaos, but as my friend and I grew older we drifted apart and there ultimately was no one left to play the game with. Ho hum.
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